skyscraper GROUND LEVEL 1. lobby A magnate foresaw art deco brilliance, chrome, statue-of-liberty colored spires. a breathing tower, monument to industry, the new deal, and navajo workers who walked and fell from naked rivets and I-beams. Mercury-vapor spotlights aiming into a dark, hazy summer heaven. 2. bank of elevators The elevator attendant first heard voices at fourteen. Neuroleptics quieted them; involuntary movements and vertigo were just side effects. EXPRESS 3. sixteen through thirty A fluorescent light flashes angrily, dangerous to migraine sufferers and epileptics: Compound insect-eye cameras have recorded, analyzed, and liability-assessed many attacks and seizures. 4. fortysix through fiftyseven The car from lobby to fiftythree was full of people, some of them had the furtive, slick look of the desperately rich. NORTHWEST STAIR, NO ROOF ACCESS 5. eleventh floor, second landing We chose to go the long way, a scenic route where rust grows on the walls, parasitic like leprosy or termites, and banister rails shed layer after layer of paint, become slick and shiny after passing hands smooth the frosted steel. 6. sixteenth floor, second landing She asked to hear a story while we rested: Three people here were crushed when three-hundred tumbled during a fire drill. 7. fiftythird floor, first landing Closer to the wheezing intakes, silence became a test of will. I wanted to share my realization: This building inhaled constantly. NORTH STAIR, ROOF ACCESS 8. twentyninth floor, first landing In a small alcove on the left, just outside security cameras, deceitful husbands secret away with indiscreet wives late afternoons, flecks of rust clinging to their sleeves and in their hair. 9. fiftyseventh floor, second landing The architect hoped to design for eighty floors. When he reached this level, the structure and economy defeated him. 10. roof The radio says there was a time when no one could count the stars from this city. I count seventythree, but can find no more.
©1999 Timothy A. Clark